My Journey to Transformation
From a young age, I always felt different. I perceived the world in a way that others couldn’t quite understand. I questioned everything: why we’re here, what life truly means, and why so many people are unhappy and settle for unfulfilling lives. My mind was always searching for deeper truths, but I often felt like I had to hide parts of myself out of fear of judgment. No one around me thought like I did, not my friends or family members, so I learned to shrink myself, to conform, and to suppress the part of me that knew there was something bigger out there.
I knew I was different, not just because of how I thought, but because I experienced things others didn’t. I had intuitive moments, unexplained things happened to me, and encounters that felt beyond the physical world. I saw and felt energies that no one else seemed to notice, but I quickly learned that these things weren’t openly discussed or I simply feared it. Anytime I tried to talk about it, I was met with skepticism, discomfort, or even laughter. So, I buried it. I ignored the part of me that knew I had certain gifts, because exploring them felt dangerous, it risked rejection, isolation, I mean who would believe me anyways, right?
In high school, I was the shy but outgoing girl, the one who everyone liked to be around. I had no problem fitting in. I could adapt to any group, any conversation, and I played the role well. But deep down, I felt like I was living a double life. There was a whole other side of me that I kept hidden, the side that questioned everything, that craved something deeper….
I remember feeling frustrated when family members or friends dismissed the things I just knew deep inside. It took me years to understand that they weren’t trying to reject me, they simply didn’t have the programming to comprehend what I was experiencing. It was like I was a Mac in a world of PCs, speaking a language that others weren’t wired to understand. I spent so much time trying to explain myself, trying to make others see what I saw.
But no matter how much I tried to fit into society’s mold, a part of me always resisted.
The awakening
My spiritual awakening and personal development started when I was just 16, when I stumbled upon a documentary called The Secret buried in a box my mom had shoved deep in a closet. To this day, I have no idea how it got there; she never even watched it. But that film changed my entire perspective on life. It was my first real glimpse into the power of manifestation, and I became obsessed with learning how to create my reality.
At first, I saw results. I manifested opportunities, experiences, and saw all the synchronicities. But as I got older, life’s conditioning took hold again. No matter how much I wanted to explore my intuitive gifts and my spiritual path, I was weighed down by fear, self-doubt, and the subconscious programming I had absorbed from society, my parents, and the world around me. I started believing that I had to follow a “logical” path, so I did what was expected. I went to college and studied rehabilitation and penal justice, and later special education. I checked all the boxes that should have made me happy… but deep inside, I felt completely disconnected from myself.
The Boating Accident: A Spiritual Wake-Up Call
In my early 20s, I had an experience that I can only describe as divine intervention. Leading up to a boating accident, I kept receiving intuitive warnings. I knew something was going to happen. I felt an undeniable presence guiding me, subtle, yet powerful. When the accident finally unfolded, it was clear to me that something bigger than us existed.
This experience cracked me open to my intuitive abilities and reaffirmed what I had always known but was too afraid to fully embrace: There was a higher power at play, and I had access to something beyond the physical world. But despite this awakening, fear still held me back.
Running Away… Until I Couldn’t Anymore
For years, I continued living a life that wasn’t aligned with my true self. I pursued security, stability, and the illusion of success. On the outside, my life looked successful. Inside, I was emotionally exhausted and trapped in a cycle of limiting beliefs. Something had to give. I was in a constant inner battle with myself until…
I hit rock bottom.
I had the sudden urge for change, so I made a life-altering decision. I moved across the country, literally, to start fresh in the mountains of Alberta. I packed my home, sold my things and left in less than 4 weeks. I thought that by physically escaping my old life, I could leave my struggles behind. And for a while, it worked. I traveled, explored, met incredible people, and got a taste of real freedom. But no matter where I went, my struggles followed me..
Deep down, I knew that I was meant for a greater purpose, but I never listened.
Until I moved back to Ontario, and for the first time, I truly listened….
Facing Myself & Rebuilding from the Inside Out
That’s when I stopped running. I was so mad at life and my own mind so I kept resisting. Finally, I forced myself to sit with my past, my childhood trauma, my grief, my inner critic, and I started DOING THE WORK.
I started being more aware of my body and the messages it was telling me.
I started to focus on shifting my mindset and working towards reprogramming my subconscious mind, breaking free from deeply rooted patterns.
I started working on shifting my identity. I no longer wanted to be the woman stuck in cycles of fear, but the woman who could manifest abundance, confidence, and freedom effortlessly.
I started to UNLEARN everything.
The Moment Everything Changed
I realized that my entire life, I had been waiting. Waiting for the perfect time, waiting until I had money, waiting until I had the right partner, waiting for permission. Waiting for someone to save me. Waiting for external validation to tell me that I was allowed to step into my power. But no one was coming. The only person who could set me free was me.
And that’s when everything shifted.
I stopped hoping for change and became the change. I stopped seeking answers outside of myself and turned inward. I stopped playing small and started stepping boldly into the life I was meant for.
Because the truth is, healing, transformation, and manifestation aren’t reserved for the lucky ones. They’re available to any woman who dares to rewrite her story, reclaim her power, and step into the reality she knows – beneath the cycles, the self-doubt, and the voice inside that keeps telling her she’s not meant for more.
And now, I help women do exactly that.
Are You Ready to Finally Break Free?
If my journey resonated with you, it’s because deep down, you already know you’re meant for more. You feel the pull. You crave transformation. You’re tired of waiting.
But let me tell you this: you don’t have to wait anymore…
The life you desire isn’t just a dream, it’s a reality waiting for you to claim it. But stepping into that reality requires you to take action. To commit. To say yes to yourself in a way you never have before.
If you’re truly ready to break free from the beliefs and patterns holding you back, I’m here to guide you.
This is for the woman who is ready NOW, not someday. If that’s you, let’s do this together.
